January 2011
December 2010
Instead of resolutions (because they’re kind of like internal thinks i’m already working on…), i’m going to write a list of things to try. i suppose, external things if you will. Kind of like a bucket list but for the year 2011. i made a bucket list last year, but… i have strict parents…. Since i’m gonna graduate and leave my parents home this year, i...
My greatest comfort is in the knowledge that God...
Love should be enough. And a love like that should be accepted to be enough.
To believe that such a love as unrelenting as Yours is enough requires faith. It’s all faith.
But i feel like mine is wavering. i need help.
i, and only, i have the power to make myself feel...
Be kind, 2011.
It’s been on my mind. Two more days and it’ll be the last day of 2010, a year that has been both exciting and stressful, gut-wrenching and joyful and also my last full year living off my parents providence. Unfortunately, i find it easier for me to remember the struggles i have had than the moments of happiness i experienced. They just feel like very few.
Next year, i really hope for...
kivik:
Undercover Martyn | Two Door Cinema Club
There is an overwhelming lack of unity in my...
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a scattered sense of direction: my God, what a... →
hannahsayshello:
there is so much brokeness. so so much. i am almost in tears right now thinking about it. i was stumbling on stumble upon, as i often do late at night when i can’t sleep, and a tumblr came up.. a girl, eighty-four pounds, who things she is fat. whose bones are sticking out and scars cover her…
“I think the people of today do not think that the poor are like them as human...”
– Mother Teresa (via dignityorg)
family is not made from blood, but from love.
i want my life to match the way i feel.
i’m tired of being told i am too young, or that i’ll eventually burn out.
The little things are just as important, but many of us seem to not believe that the little things matter.
They matter.
weapons of truth: We got the power! →
weaponsoftruth:
Every time you spend money, you’re casting a vote for the kind of world you want. - Anna Lappe
If corporations are multiplying injustice - the food industry destroying our health, pharmaceuticals exploiting those in need, clothes stripping dignity of consumers and producers alike, plastic…
My heart is pulling me
and the tugging in my chest is just so overwhelming.
i’m disappointed by so many things
the moments are fleeting.
There isn’t much for me here.
i wish my words were like concrete
instead of plastic fears to their ears
i long for something complete
Something real
Meaning.
i’m done with these lonely suburbs
i’m done with these lonely comforts.
i need to escape to...
Tonight is one of those nights i feel like giving up on everything i hope for. it looks so distant.
i guess i’m afraid it will go away..
I still remember the first day I met you.
(via colekelly, shiitaki)
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Rainbow Veins — Owl City
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The house i live in was broken into this morning.
We had the cops and forensic team over and because i was the only one in my family who had seen the break-enterer, i was asked questions to what this person looked like. i really don’t know how this person looked like, as when i did see this person opening and closing my bedroom door, my vision was blurred because i wasn’t wearing glasses. i felt like i was dreaming, so my reaction was...
“They say that every snowflake is different. If that were true, how could the...”
– Jeanette Winterson
“Faith is believing when common sense tells you not to.”
– Miracle on 34th Street (via theheartplace)
Home alone. Writing letters. Making stuff out of recycled things. All day.
It’s so time consuming that i missed lunch time.
emmyaward:
dr manhattan - Gunpowder A Ballet
Senioritis (n.): sē-nyər-ˈī-təs
whereartthouwildthings:
bigblackbow:
A crippling disease that strikes high school seniors. Symptoms include: laziness, a lack of studying, repeated absences, and a generally dismissive attitude. The only known cure is a phenomenon known as Graduation.
THISTHISTHISTHIS FREAKING THIS. 20 days.
Get out of my system. :(
My faith is all i have, without it, i don't know...
Without it, i’m lost.
i feel like i cannot tell this to anyone.
i just don’t think it’s anything anyone cares enough to listen to or sympathize with.
it’s a curse.
Epic
My sister barged into my room to discuss for brief seconds a feeling she gets when she reads books, or learns about someone’s life. “It’s like manly tears, just crying about something because it was so epic. Why do we feel like crying just because something was epic?”
When i read about these epic things that people do, sometimes i feel like crying, too. But they’re...
every thought a thought of you - mewithoutYou
i’m so anxious. All i want to do is go on adventures. It feels like all i have been doing is going to school and sitting at home.